a new start

Thirteen years ago, over Memorial Day weekend, I put an offer in on a little house with lots of potential.  This year, over Memorial Day weekend, I moved back into that house. 

At almost 40, I'm having to start over, and it really, really, really sucks.

I am broken.  I hurt more than I ever thought possible and I am lost.  

I don't know how this blog will evolve, or even if it will, but right now I need a place to where I can let everything out.